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Masih lg ku ingat baru 17/4/2010 lepas kami sekeluarga menziarahi Ah Kong di Ipoh Specialist Hospital. Pada ketika itu, Ah Kong dlm High Dependency Unit selepas operation mengeluarkan hempedu yg pecah di dlm tubuhnya. Dia kelihatan begitu lemah tetapi masih mengenali Azmi, cucunya. Dia diikat kerana suka mencabut tiub yg dipasang di badannya….

Dan 2 minggu selepasnya kami sekeluarga bersama mak, Kak Eda, Azi n Sara ke sana lagi untuk menjenguk Ah Kong. Kali ini Ah Kong diletakkan di wad premium. Ah Kong dah boleh bercakap sikit2, sudah tiada lg tiub di badannya, sudah boleh makan bubur nasi. Masa kami nak balik, dia seakan tidak mahu melepaskn kami. Begitu lama dipujuk, barulah dia bersedia membenarkan kami balik.

Hari ini, petang ini, suami ku mendapat panggilan drpd Ah Ku mengatakan Ah Kong sudah meninggal dunia. Condolence to Ah Ku, Ah Yi, and all Ah Kong’s family from us…

Ah Kong…. leave us at 94 years old.

Visit to Ah Kong's house (Mar 22, 2007)

Mar 22, 2007

 

Nov 3, 2007

 

Nov 3, 2007

 

CNY Feb 15, 2010

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what’s beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything’s easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

~I dedicate this song to both my beloved sweeties who changed my world, who changed me from a girl to become a woman. I always love the moment you hug me, pull my neck with your little soft hands and bring my cheeks to your lips and whisper the words that are always sacred and endless, “SAYANG MAMA”. Grow… grow my precioussss as you are the diamond of my eyes.

I want to believe

I want to believe

I want to realize

That reality is more interesting than fantasy

I have to believe

I now to realize

That reality is more interesting than fantasy…

Last Saturday, we dashed to Ipoh for a quick vacation n the next day off to Cameron Highlands. Widad was so excited to pick strawberries which was very big n red. Later, we went to Ipoh back to visit Ah Kong who’s in the hospital. He looked very weak. he was in High Dependency Unit until now. He’s 94. Wish him to recover and can be back home soon.

Pics? will post later… still in the camera memory.

This week? Where? I guess Zoo Negara will suffice.:)

Flower Girl

Widad jd flower girl untuk majlis perkahwinan anak perempuan mama Rini. BZ betul. Hari Jumaat tuh, sblm maghrib tu dah kena pergi rumah mama Rini. Lama sgt mama, papa n nuha nak tunggu, kita org balik rumah dulu tinggalkn kakak kat sana. Pukul 9.30 kita org pergi balik n Widad dah mula wat perangai. Lapar la tu…. So bg makan dulu and then pukul 11 barulah pengantin berarak. Huhuhu… lamanya…. dr pukul 7 widad bermakeup pukul 11 barulh dia punya part.

majlis nikah...

dgn bakul bunganya...

widad n member (aka cucu Mama Rini)

Papa, Mama n Nuha

dah penat....

nuha pun nak join sekali...

Esok pg sepatutnya ader part dlm marhaban tuh. So kitaorg kena hantar widad pkl 8 pg. Tp tgk widad tido dgn lenanya (sebenarnya time bgn bdk2 ni around 9.30 pg). So, kesian la plak nak kejutkn awal2. Bior je la…. Mama Rini pun x call. Ok lah tu… Pukul 9.30 pg baru g sana. Tu pun widad kena dikejutkn. X nak bgn dia…. Lps mkn2 sket, Mama RRini ckp x pyhlh la bdk2 ni join marhaban tu… team marhaban dtg lambt. Berarak utk ptg jer…. OK. Widad gi tukar baju n kitaorg balik dulu la. Nanti dtg balik bila majlis bersanding.

Pukul 1 ptg, papa, mama n nuha pegi lg. Sampai tu, tanya camane Widad? OK jer…. So, kita org mkn2 dulu n then baru g cari widad. Time tu dah nak berarak. So, keje flower girl la…. Hehehe… sian widad penat sampai ngantuk… Tgk org silat n dancing, mata dah kuyu. Mama panggil n senyum…. bila tgk mama barulh dia senyum n segar…. Pukul 3.30 ptg balik rumah n tidurkn widad n nuha. Widad n Nuha bg susu jer trus tido. Mama n papa pun join tidur sekali. Penat layan bdk 2 org ni…. Kat rumah sendiri x per…. Boleh lepaskn jer… Kat rumah org kenalh jaga. Widad penat sgt sampai tidur 3 jam… Pukul 6.30 ptg baru bgn.

ready....

mengiringi pengantin ke pelamin...

dah ngantuk... mata pejam celik jer....

senyum bila nampak mama...

Mlm tu kena pegi lg rumah Mama Rini. Acara potong kek plak… Hehehehe…. Anak perempuan sorg…… Bawakla widad…. Kitaorg mkn2 dulu n then widad g make up n tukar baju. Hai… anak mama sorg ni… cute betul… (saje jer puji lbh2) Lps potong kek, widad dah x senang duduk… Baju dia gatal n mintak bukak… So tukar la baju…. Lps acara potong kek, ader plak acara tarian poco2…. Hum… kitaorg ni dah x sabar nak balik nih….. Lps mkn kek… pukul 10 mlm tu kitaorg blah la…. x larat nak tunggu… lgpun x minat nak tgk org dok menari2 tu….

princess widad...

mama, papa, nuha

Mlm tu sume penat. Bkn flower girl jer yg penat, papa, mama n nuha sume penat. Tido sampai kul 10.30 pg esoknyer baru bgn. Hebat x? Huhuhu…. jd flower girl penat…. yg jd manager flower girl pun penat….. x larat weh….

Then, hari Ahad tu ader majlis kahwin Dot (member UIA) kat Shah Alam n kenduri kahwin adik member hubby kat Sepang. Gambar Dot x ingat nak snap….. lol..

majlis adik member hubby...

B.O.R.E.D.

Boring… is what I feel

Right now… feel so bored

And I wanna scream…

B.O.R.I.N.G!

In Between

Have you ever been there
there where there’s always
a divider

Why is it always
has to be
either this or that?
either right or wrong?
either left or right?

In between…
is where I am
whether I like it or not
In between…
is where I found myself
inadequate and self-ponder

Why?
How?
What?
and Where?

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