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Masih lg ku ingat baru 17/4/2010 lepas kami sekeluarga menziarahi Ah Kong di Ipoh Specialist Hospital. Pada ketika itu, Ah Kong dlm High Dependency Unit selepas operation mengeluarkan hempedu yg pecah di dlm tubuhnya. Dia kelihatan begitu lemah tetapi masih mengenali Azmi, cucunya. Dia diikat kerana suka mencabut tiub yg dipasang di badannya….

Dan 2 minggu selepasnya kami sekeluarga bersama mak, Kak Eda, Azi n Sara ke sana lagi untuk menjenguk Ah Kong. Kali ini Ah Kong diletakkan di wad premium. Ah Kong dah boleh bercakap sikit2, sudah tiada lg tiub di badannya, sudah boleh makan bubur nasi. Masa kami nak balik, dia seakan tidak mahu melepaskn kami. Begitu lama dipujuk, barulah dia bersedia membenarkan kami balik.

Hari ini, petang ini, suami ku mendapat panggilan drpd Ah Ku mengatakan Ah Kong sudah meninggal dunia. Condolence to Ah Ku, Ah Yi, and all Ah Kong’s family from us…

Ah Kong…. leave us at 94 years old.

Visit to Ah Kong's house (Mar 22, 2007)

Mar 22, 2007

 

Nov 3, 2007

 

Nov 3, 2007

 

CNY Feb 15, 2010

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what’s beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything’s easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

~I dedicate this song to both my beloved sweeties who changed my world, who changed me from a girl to become a woman. I always love the moment you hug me, pull my neck with your little soft hands and bring my cheeks to your lips and whisper the words that are always sacred and endless, “SAYANG MAMA”. Grow… grow my precioussss as you are the diamond of my eyes.

I want to believe

I want to believe

I want to realize

That reality is more interesting than fantasy

I have to believe

I now to realize

That reality is more interesting than fantasy…

Last Saturday, we dashed to Ipoh for a quick vacation n the next day off to Cameron Highlands. Widad was so excited to pick strawberries which was very big n red. Later, we went to Ipoh back to visit Ah Kong who’s in the hospital. He looked very weak. he was in High Dependency Unit until now. He’s 94. Wish him to recover and can be back home soon.

Pics? will post later… still in the camera memory.

This week? Where? I guess Zoo Negara will suffice. 🙂

Flower Girl

Widad jd flower girl untuk majlis perkahwinan anak perempuan mama Rini. BZ betul. Hari Jumaat tuh, sblm maghrib tu dah kena pergi rumah mama Rini. Lama sgt mama, papa n nuha nak tunggu, kita org balik rumah dulu tinggalkn kakak kat sana. Pukul 9.30 kita org pergi balik n Widad dah mula wat perangai. Lapar la tu…. So bg makan dulu and then pukul 11 barulah pengantin berarak. Huhuhu… lamanya…. dr pukul 7 widad bermakeup pukul 11 barulh dia punya part.

majlis nikah...

dgn bakul bunganya...

widad n member (aka cucu Mama Rini)

Papa, Mama n Nuha

dah penat....

nuha pun nak join sekali...

Esok pg sepatutnya ader part dlm marhaban tuh. So kitaorg kena hantar widad pkl 8 pg. Tp tgk widad tido dgn lenanya (sebenarnya time bgn bdk2 ni around 9.30 pg). So, kesian la plak nak kejutkn awal2. Bior je la…. Mama Rini pun x call. Ok lah tu… Pukul 9.30 pg baru g sana. Tu pun widad kena dikejutkn. X nak bgn dia…. Lps mkn2 sket, Mama RRini ckp x pyhlh la bdk2 ni join marhaban tu… team marhaban dtg lambt. Berarak utk ptg jer…. OK. Widad gi tukar baju n kitaorg balik dulu la. Nanti dtg balik bila majlis bersanding.

Pukul 1 ptg, papa, mama n nuha pegi lg. Sampai tu, tanya camane Widad? OK jer…. So, kita org mkn2 dulu n then baru g cari widad. Time tu dah nak berarak. So, keje flower girl la…. Hehehe… sian widad penat sampai ngantuk… Tgk org silat n dancing, mata dah kuyu. Mama panggil n senyum…. bila tgk mama barulh dia senyum n segar…. Pukul 3.30 ptg balik rumah n tidurkn widad n nuha. Widad n Nuha bg susu jer trus tido. Mama n papa pun join tidur sekali. Penat layan bdk 2 org ni…. Kat rumah sendiri x per…. Boleh lepaskn jer… Kat rumah org kenalh jaga. Widad penat sgt sampai tidur 3 jam… Pukul 6.30 ptg baru bgn.

ready....

mengiringi pengantin ke pelamin...

dah ngantuk... mata pejam celik jer....

senyum bila nampak mama...

Mlm tu kena pegi lg rumah Mama Rini. Acara potong kek plak… Hehehehe…. Anak perempuan sorg…… Bawakla widad…. Kitaorg mkn2 dulu n then widad g make up n tukar baju. Hai… anak mama sorg ni… cute betul… (saje jer puji lbh2) Lps potong kek, widad dah x senang duduk… Baju dia gatal n mintak bukak… So tukar la baju…. Lps acara potong kek, ader plak acara tarian poco2…. Hum… kitaorg ni dah x sabar nak balik nih….. Lps mkn kek… pukul 10 mlm tu kitaorg blah la…. x larat nak tunggu… lgpun x minat nak tgk org dok menari2 tu….

princess widad...

mama, papa, nuha

Mlm tu sume penat. Bkn flower girl jer yg penat, papa, mama n nuha sume penat. Tido sampai kul 10.30 pg esoknyer baru bgn. Hebat x? Huhuhu…. jd flower girl penat…. yg jd manager flower girl pun penat….. x larat weh….

Then, hari Ahad tu ader majlis kahwin Dot (member UIA) kat Shah Alam n kenduri kahwin adik member hubby kat Sepang. Gambar Dot x ingat nak snap….. lol..

majlis adik member hubby...

B.O.R.E.D.

Boring… is what I feel

Right now… feel so bored

And I wanna scream…

B.O.R.I.N.G!

In Between

Have you ever been there
there where there’s always
a divider

Why is it always
has to be
either this or that?
either right or wrong?
either left or right?

In between…
is where I am
whether I like it or not
In between…
is where I found myself
inadequate and self-ponder

Why?
How?
What?
and Where?

Nephews and Niece

Hum… thn ni ramai la nephews and niece baru…. 5 nephews and 1 niece. Rasanya thn ni is for boys… yeay!!! Thn ni sajer dah 6 anak buah bertambah. Of course belah hubby la yg ramai. Ader la 20-30 org dah anak buah. Kalo belah I, tolak 2 org anak sendiri baru 9 org…hihihi… Thn dpn ader lg sorg akn keluar…

Bila tgk baby byk2 ni, rasa cam nak tambah jer…. and this time nak boy pulak… InsyaAllah thn depan… OK x?

Wish List #1

Hum… bestnyer decorate rumah kalo ader duit yg banyak… My wish list…

floor lamp

This floor lamp is so unique… Wish to have one too. Tp kalo x jumpa rasanya bleh design sendiri. Cuma… masa x mengizinkn…

meja

Meja dgn ukiran yg menarik.

star bust mirror

Dah lama wish for this… X kisah mirror or clock. Both would be awesome… Anything as long as it’s star bust design. And it’s also a trend to look for.

And one more thing, best nyer ade rumah besar2 to put all these things…

Main air bah…

Hari jumaat lepas, my family n I balik Kelate. Pg tu memang dah dpt call dr Kak Sa n Abah bgtau air naik kat rumah. Tp dlm berita kat Kuala Krai tempat selalu naik air tu… x de lg.. OK jer… bleh lalu la tu. Sampai Kuala Krai dlm pukul 8.30 mlm n air dah naik atas jalan pun. Nasib baik boleh lalu lg. Sampai kat kampung tuh… jalan masuk ke rumah boleh lalu separuh jer… separuh lg dah naik air.

So, parking kereta kat rumah batu yg x diduduki tuannya, apalagi naik perahu la sampai rumah. Abah, Ummi n Nahja datang amik. Tercapai impian Widad nak naik perahu sejak dr rumah lg. Walaupun hujan dah berhenti, tp air tetap naik. Masa tuh air x sampai kat rumah lg. Malam tu, tidur la dgn lena sbb penat. Pg esok bangun air dah sampai ke rumah. Hari tu, Widad n Nuha best jer main air. Memang dah sedia bawakkn swimming suit diorg n pelampung. Bangun tidur jer terus masuk air. Naik perahu la… Hari Sabtu tu tu memeng air naik jer… Berjaga2 gak takut air naik sampai dlm rumah. Widad n Nuha dr pagi sampai ptg main air. Naik kejap tidur pastu main lg. Memang jimat baju… sbb x pakai baju pun.

Mlm tu air dah start surut. Kebetulan, mlm tu ade final Piala Malaysia Kelantan vs N 9. Tengok la kat TV jer. 2 org abang iparku dah selamat menonton kat Stadium sana. Rasa cam hampeh jer team Kelantan main. Bila dah gol ketiga tuh… kebanyakan penonton dah cabut. Yelah, buat apa tunggu, dgn rentak permainan mcm tu dr team the Red Warriors rasa mcm memang x der harapan nak menang lg. Main mcm x der tenaga. For me, it’s okay to lose if the game is enjoyable and has quality. Berbaloi jugak pegi tgk. Tp game tu mcm x bermaya jer.

Satu lg, penyokong Kelantan. Perangai x berubah2. Gedebe x tentu kalu. Yg dibakar kerusi tu buat aper? Yg dibaling mercun kat team N9 tu buat aper? Kerusi tu salah ker? Game baru start pun dah mula baling mercun la, botol la. Pemikiran tahap apa mcm ni? Bdk2 pun x buat mcm tu rasanya. Kecewa tgk penyokong Kelantan. Dah la game kalah, penyokong pulak mcm penyangak. Kesian Kelantan tanah airku. Rasa mcm kalah x bermaruah jer bila pemain mcm x nak main n x bersemangat n penyokong lak tunjuk hebat yg x seberapa hebat kononnya. Huh, geram jer…

Oklah, back to cerita banjir. Air dah mula surut. Pg Ahad tu, air surut banyak. Bdk2 main air lg tp dah x best sbb air dah sikit. Pukul 5 nak balik KL naik perahu lg. Sebab jln tu tanahnya rendah sket, air masih ader lg. Pukul 1 pg td dah sampai rumah kat Subang Bestari. Alhamdulillah. Aaahhhh…. malasnye nak keje… (sindrom balik kg, mmg mcm nih).

*** Org lain masa banjir nih, x nak jln pun ke Pantai Timur tp kita org nih nak jgk balik kg. X kisah la. As for me, I don’t want my children to grow without no experience of what I used to experience way back then when I was young. Selagi ader daya n kesempatan, I will not restrict them. When they play, they learn. I don’t want them to know flood just by pictures but to feel it (just like what I did). It’s fun to catch the fish, to play with the flood n naik perahu. Bila lg nak bg diorg rasa. Kat bandar ni… x dpt la….